left behind

Ketemuan ama Santi, Faney, n fussy...
Such along time... ga nyangka... bisa juga... yah biasa lah as they were... waktu SMA... yg bikin nyesel knapa ga ketularan mereka gitu biar cantikan dikit... kan skrg jadinya muka udah biasa kena bedak hihi..
Talking to them... ga nyangka... udah pada mateng banget soal kerjaan.. kok gw belom ya... so clueless about the world, n my work... but come to think of it.. iyalah yan... atleast beda setaun pengalaman kerja ama mereka... but I'm so proud they've come to be gorgeous girls... ups women... with gorgeous minds... yah tinggal pada married de... knapa ya rasanya masih jauh banget bagi gw...

goody bag

wahahahaha... hihihihihi... (dinyanyikan dengan lagu sepatu kaca)...
akhirnya tas kuw jadi...
after a long wait of one month.. it's finally here..
glad i was so cerewet about it


plan a and plan b 

this plan A and plan B, maunya sih persis anya.. hihi... plagiat


storyboard 

this is the story board.. Manda see.. i could be as freak as u are

dan hasilnya... yah in the middle of plan A n plan B, i couldn't be more happier than if it was the real one.
btw, everyone, that's me..

sorry

got this from manda yesterday...

http://www.sorryeverybody.com/gallery/1/

lucu juga... kapan ya orang indo bisa kaya gini, mungkin setelah ga kepingin punya presiden ganteng.

little reunion

little reunion yesterday... ktemu tobey, mira sama imel... si imel mulai di mandiri downstairs.. hihi.. kocak juga ya, ngebayangin udah pada kerja... it's funny, when u know someone dari kecil (gmn nih bahasanya) lo akan terus ngeliat mereka just as dulu lo pertama kali kenal ama dia.. just like our parents sees us..
so that's how i see imel with her blazer and corporate skirt... ga pantes mel.. hahaha... sama aja sih ama gw, diketawain juga pake coat kotak2 itu... sebetulnya masih pingin ngobrol byk ama tuh anak.. but dia juga ga enak ama supervisornya, pada belom istirahat..
pas pulang pinginnya ketemuan sih tapi udah pulang duluan, padahal janjian ama si manda, mau nonton ama febri... mau ikut tp ternyata filmnya terlalu malem.
yah akhirnya kita makan, since febri ga mood ama tempat regular kita makan so we decided to try something else.. pizza hut it is.
full stomach.. tired mouth.. and sleepy head, we stepped home... what? it's 10 o'clock already... humh tau gini nonton aja..

hectic shopping day

Yesterday was hectic... tadinya mau pergi bedua monik, dengan pa' supir ais... but tryt ade gue yg satu itu mengingkari janjinya, dia ga jadi pulang pagi, kalap tidur dirumah temennya dan baru bangun jam 12… too late.. my mom already offered to drive us.... this means, dinta would come along and my dad would come along... and I know what kind of trip this is... if I we did go on with my dad... (it sounds that bad isn’t it)... no offense but..
So as planned we drive through Plaza Senayan, but with an agreement that we would separate... sorry mommy.. we'd have to leave u with that situation, u've been there 25 year right? (",)
So me and monik speed up... what da? There goes my mood to shop... so many people, so crowded... apalagi di point break... lagian ngapain sih orang mau lebaran malah beli baju pantai... ga diskon juga gitu, mahal2 lagi... ampe 600 rb, cuma dapet kaos tiga potong kali, but since I... had a real deal there... (maksudnya emang ada kepentingan, buat ke pantai... hei jgn2 mereka juga lagi).. eniwei I had to jump myself in there...
n I got it... my swimsuit top soulmate... now I have to find the perfect flip flops.. it just never stop isn't it....

silver celebration

Friday was my parents silver wedding anniversary... so we went out, well.. they went out, I just meet them at american grill, right down my office... so we all sat down at the table since there's the six of us, we sat at the table with six chairs. Not knowing that's a non smoking area... atleast it's near the salad bar... ;9
As we all know it's big deal for my dad, since the five of us are non smokers... usually.. kita ngalah.. but not today... hihi… memanfaatkan event… masa ga mau ngalah ama anak2nya... yah dia ga ngotot lagi sih... just ngedumel keluar... ngerokok diluar..
Abis makan appetizer... minuman nyampe.. but kok kurang satu, jadi pas dia balik dia ngomel.. gimana sih kok minum papa ga ada, pdhl kayanya dia lupa mesen... makanan nyampe... (tarik napas dalam2 semua, mudah2an ga ada yg salah)... sepanjang pengeliatan sih ga ada... start chowing everyone... mncckkk.. mcckkkk..(oo..) we know what this means.. it's going to be a long supper... at the middle of it, my mom just can't stop smiling n at the end she laugh, we all know what that was... I just could help is to ask… mama lagi ngetawain mama sendiri? ato mama lagi ngetawain mama diketawain 4JJ... we all just nod and smile... we understood each ather... except for the one man busy with his plate...

still can't help it to love u both... happy anniversary...

hurt in the hips

argh.... i got my friendly friend today... why didn't this happened last week, than i could've had a shopping trip to mangga dua... and this may means, it will accompanied me on the trip. huaaaa... okay wishful thinking...

guilt

...u're not a failure until u start blaming everybody else... Tadi pagi padahal baru gw baca itu disampul kaset usher..
and that’s exactly what I did setelah diajak ngomong mba karin.. although deep down I know it’s my fault, I just can’t help it. I just don’t wanna feel hurt. So I did it, I start blaming…
the obvious thing is.. I feel relieve, but it started to grow towards guilt. I got slap in the face, dibilang labil, ga tegas… n dicontohin orang yg ga bisa dipegang omongannya. and I know that’s exactly my gesture was telling, unconfident person.
And as usual brief, mba karin bilang ini buat kamu kedepannya, ini yang harus kamu tau kalo mau jadi leader yang kuat.. will I be? I don’t know.. pray for me..

tankini?bikini?..

i'm still trying to find the perfect swimwear...kan mau ke bali..ciee...
so me and manda is constantly go in and out of sports n lingerie dept. cant find the one i want, except that i can't get my mind out of that, brown bikini at point break... or that white one with boycut pants. n manda masih berusaha meracuni gw dengan website2 swimware...here's my top candidate...

yang mana yah.. 

classic movies

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really?..

..decision..

i've decide it... i even told people.. although not the person i should but atleast to wirda i did... it's a scary part for me although its relieving..
i thought i'm gonna get some peoples dissapointment, but i don't think so.. they're actually happy with my decision. very supporting. maybe the one i was so scared about telling is myself, am i ready to tell my self the insecurity.. well.. see how this goes... i'm still getting ready to tell mba karin...
pray for me..

hipe

hipe...hipe...i'm so hipe...oh shut up..i earned this... hihihi... akhirnya berhasil juga ngumpulin anak2...thanks dod!!..eventhough not completly success but fair enough.
walau yg puasa cuma bareng ninoe, kiki, deva, yosa, sakur puasa ga ya?... but everyone came, that includes doddy, arie, junita, anggie, adenya anggie..angga, allan temennya junita, ronny, dan cewenya atid.. cant belive it..
the big minus is oelil, aya, ika, and dimas, cant make it... although kita akhirnya mampir ke rumah aya... biasa, mbah dukun tarot bertindak... so glad aya ga marah... she doesn't like to be left out, i know..maaf ya...tp gw juga ga bisa jemput..
padahal pulang dari aya juga baru jam stgh sebelas.. but i think we've got the highest high...